Sunday, July 09, 2006
Min, i am so sorry that i chided u for not showing some response to my questions and for interrupting when i am trying to tell you. I know this may not be a big problem, but it has happened for several times. On several occasions, i was trying to ask for a listening ear to listen to my grumbles and unhappiness things that happened in school but u were drifted off by what u were trying to tell me at the same time. Yesterday, when i was asking u some questions, you didn't really responded to me and continued on to tell me about yoghurt milks and fruit juices when we were at the NTUC. I felt so irritated and ignored sometimes, as if i am talking to a wall or something. Even today, when i talked to you, u drifted off to my bubble gums beside my laptop. I felt so stupid as i seemed like i am talking to myself, and u were only interested in the bubble gum rather than giving me the few seconds of attention. I told u off, and maybe i went overboard, u cried. But u forgave me and even apologised to me. I felt so bad, so guilty and sorry for what i did. Sorry(100x) Min, and I miss you now....and u must be sleeping tightly now, because i did not receive your sms!!