Wednesday, September 24, 2008
My 3 weeks overseas trip in October was already gone case from the moment i stepped into the MO office. After assessing my medical history, he declared that i'm not fit to go for the overseas trip. Even after several attempts to psycho him to change his mind, it was futile. He refused to clear medical review unless i get my specialist's letter from SGH to prove that it is safe for me to go for the trip. Haiz...Furthermore, i'm left with such a short time to book an appointment to get myself assessed by my doctor. Although the staff told me that she'll get back to me once she had consulted the doctor, i am pessimistic about obtaining an appointment with the dotor at such a short notice.
Argh!! Damn it la stupid high blood pressure! It keeps coming back to haunt me!! I've already been exercising regularly and eating a healthier diet liao! Why still like that...=.=|| Just when i thought i could lead back a normal healthy life, i had to make myself realised that i am no longer the one i used to be! I seriously hate myself!! Come to think of it, i realised that i'm more frustrated with myself because of my sucky health rather than the MO's decision of not clearing me to go for the trip! WHY LIKE THAT?!! WHY!! WHY!! I HATE MYSELF!!!!! :(
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Omg...I am so BORED, basically do nothing much and rot for past few weekends! I seriously need to find something to kill time man, to spend my time in a meaningful way. But i can't think of what to do! Want to go out oso don't know go where and some more face pop out pimples!! How to go out like that..Haiz So boring la! This period going to tighten up my pocket also, cannot anyhow spend money. Need to save up some money too.
PS: 7 more months to ORD lo!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
The decision to meet Jojo for breakfast early this morning only came last minute when we both stayed up very late. She was doing the write up for her essay and at the same time chatting with me on msn. Needless to say, i didn't have enough sleep of cause. I knew i'll confirm guarantee plus chop that i'll KO dead in my sleep! Therefore, last night i already had my alarm clock ready next to me and even reminded her umpteen times to give me a morning call when she wakes up!! But still i overslept! She gave me 4 morning missed calls but i couldn't recall hearing any one of them!! Stupid me..i didn't realise that i switched my phone to the silent mode last night when i was texting with her!! Following the missed calls was a sms from her suggesting that we postpone the breakfast ba since i was so tired. Haiz...my heart sank! I felt so bad and guilty la...felt like i've put her aeroplane like that. Luckily i still managed to persuade her to meet out at Bendemeer market for breakfast eventually!
Goodness!! She really lives up to her nick name "blast furnace" sia! The word 'Full' is never in her own dictionary! All the food that entered her body to the stomach will be burnt into ashes and shit out right on the spot! She can't seem to stop eating!! After having 斋米粉, 猪肠粉, 豆花水, 油条 and 咸煎饼, she can still tell me that she felt like eating 蛋面包! I can't believe she can still eat lor! I already wave white flag and surrender liao!! Looks can be deceiving sia, don't see her small small in size, she can always empty the furnace inside her and continue to eat some more!! I really take my hat off to her!