Haiz sian nor!!! Yesterday camped at the Zakum door with Exodus guildmates since 11pm to 3am. In the end, know what? The selfish Zakum squad leader kicked us out of the Zakum squad to add his own people inside!! Wah lau eh selfish lor this kind of people. This new Zakum system is really promoting even more selfish and childish acts in Maple. Haiz....typical Singaporeans =.= Anyway, i must agree the batch before us Zai!!! They made it lor, and congrats to those few who got their Zakum Helm yesterday. I also want!!! T_T
Another thing, it seems so hard to get her off my mind. Every now and then i reminisced our past, the wonderful times we shared. I yearn for her return, but deep down inside i know she is already far beyond my reach. Taking everything for granted and regret for not cherishing what i had, only when things have changed. Seems like i still can't get it rooted in me. Even if time can heal everything, an indelible scar remains in the hidden side of my heart, where thou shall not SEE!!
Daybreaks at 9:38 pm
May the day shine...
in the darkness...
ARrghh!! Driving is so cool!! I want so badly to learn driving. Today went down with Guo Xin and Karl to the Comfort Driving Center at Ubi to enquire some stuff regarding the procedures and applications all that. But seems like i'll have to delay it till after my BMT, considering that it might disrupt my driving lessons all that until my schedule becomes stable and more certain. So sad...haiz....I want to DRIVE!!!
Besides that, we also went to Marina Square at 4.30pm to watch Ninja Turtles. The length of the movie is short, only about 70+ mins only. Lucky only $7, story still not bad la. Anyway, its my favourite childhood cartoon, so i would still say its nice! haha...
On my way back home, i saw her at the basketball court. Albert and Angie were with her and Albert called me. I waved back and walked away by another route. Its not that i am afraid or pai sei to see her. I just want to ignore her presence thats all. After all, she is no longer on my list of concerns anymore and i think the same goes for her.
Daybreaks at 7:56 pm
Woot! Back again with a new entry after so long. So many things to be updated here, first and foremost, A'level. Well, i flunked it, but still hoping that any kind university would admit me into their courses. At the same time, i have just registered for a retake of this year's examination.
Currently i am still waiting for enlistment which was scheduled to be on the 27th April. In another words, i still have 1 more month to slack though. Of cause there are pros and cons, just enjoy my life while i can lolx...
Hmm...just broke up with her 2 weeks ago so i am now single and available. It wasn't easy at first, had insomnia for quite a few night on the first week. After awhile when i got used to it, everything began to return to normal. Anyway, need to thank Apple, Li Hui, Yuen Shein and etc for their time and consolations. Especially the "Let the past be a learning experience and not let it be the burden of your future." from Li Hui. Really make alot of sense to me haha..
So, these are the few major updates of my life recently, think i shall continue to blog some more because i am so damn free nowadays. Envy me ba ^^
By the way, if you are sharp enough, you would have noticed the time that this entry was posted. 4am in the morning, ya couldn't sleep, too many things are on my mind now.
Daybreaks at 4:20 am
May the day shine...
in the darkness...