Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Last week when i was packing my cupboard, i found the things that were made by her when we were together. Those items, i could still remember vividly when they were given to me and they all brought back the memories to me. Each of it has a special meaning to me. It was then i've realized that i have yet let go of things that happened between me and her. I know i shldn't be thinking of her again since she is now already with another guy. In fact, no matter how hard i tried to hate her or to be angry with her, i just can't do it. Seriously, i am still not used to the life without her. But there is nothing i can do since she has already chosen her path. Perhaps we could be friends again, but i think downgrading to friends will only make me miserable. So probably, leaving things as it is and letting the nature takes it course is a wiser solution to this.
Anyway, my enlistment date is coming soon, which is just 10 days away. I just hope the dark days will vanish and i can lead a happy life once again for i know my happiest days were the times i spent with her.