This week i have already reported to the new unit for work. I was posted to Pasir Laba camp at Jurong West!!! That is very very bad!! So pissed to be posted SOOOO far away. I leave house at 6am to reach there at 7.50am like that. Guess what? I'll be having a parade for the SAF day on next Monday. We were told to report by 7.30am, therefore its GG for me liao lor. In another words, that means i have to leave my house like maybe 5.40 or 5.30 so that i won't be late for the parade. I think this is so fuck up la!!! I want to get posted out of this fucking place!!!!

Haiz...anyway finally its Friday le, just came back from the dinner for Guo Xin's belated birthday at Cartel with Jo, Karl, Yu Zhu, Han Yang, Ann Kiat, Vanessa, Sandra and Candy. We sat there and chat all the way until 11+ then we happy happy leave after the girls are done with their photo-takings. Feeling quite full and very tired now. Tomorrow going to watch the friendly soccer match between Singapore and Australia at the national stadium lolx...Quite looking forward to it. Hope that its going to be an exciting one as this is my first time watching soccer as a spectator in a stadium.

May the day shine...
in the darkness...

It is Guo Xin's 19th birthday today. Since me and Yuen Shein are free today, we think we should celebrate with him on the actual day although we are going to have one next week. I met Yuen Shein first before we go city hall to meet Guo Xin. He was there earlier so as to collect the muffins baked by Jia Hui. Our dinner was at New York and we had to queue for at least 30+mins for our turn. The seats are very comfortable and the ambience was quite good also. We ordered a seafood platter for 2 and a bbq spare rib. We were so damn hungry that we went to make our own candy floss at the counter there. It was not very easy for the first time though lolx...i made a small one for the fun of it only. Whereas Yuen Shein and Guo Xin each made quite a huge one. After eating the food is still not served yet so they went to make a second round lolx...big kids =.=". The quantity of the food like cannot make it sia, finish eating liao Yuen Shein and Guo Xin told me they not full while i was already like 70% full le lolx...As a result, we went for supper at the makan place beside the Esplanade. We ordered 20 sticks of satay, 1 fried kway teow and 1 fried hokkien mee for sharing. We were there all the way till 11.50pm like that then we started to leave lest we might miss the last bus.

My very own candy floss!


Supper wiped out!


So tired now haha...tomorrow morning still having basketball session with my platoon mates. However, the response is not very good though. Therefore, i shall wait and see who will go tomorrow. For now, i shall go have a good night sleep!! Tata~~

May the day shine...
in the darkness...

Haiz...so many people have watched "Pirates Of The Carribean" liao, i so poor thing have to watch it ALONE! Supposedly watching "Pirates Of The Carribean" yesterday at 1620 timeslot but somehow i dilly dally at home until i missed the timeslot. So i had no choice but to watch it today before Golden Village stops showing Pirates Of The Carribean (Eng Wah stopped liao). By right should be watching at Plaza Singapura in the morning, but after withdrawing money and waiting for the bus for so long, i missed the timeslot again. Eventually, moved to plan B, watching it at Tampines Mall haha. For 168mins i sat there staring at the screen all the way, no one to talk to and to laugh with (except 3 pu bors who sat beside me =.=).

Keira Knightley and Orlando Bloom so poor thing sia, can't be together because Orlando Bloom became the new captain of the Flying Dutchman. 10 years sea 1 day land. MADNESS!!! Having such a beauty like Keira Knightley as wife, never see her 1 day already can die le lor. 10 years = 3650 days!!!! OMG!! Can go jump down liao. Anyway, thats the end of another trilogy sia...haiz...really hope there are some more movies like "Pirate Of The Carribean" and "Lord Of The Rings" coming up sia. "Initial D" is like MIA like that. No news of part 2 coming out. Feel so bored...new movies to watch are "Surf Up" and "Transformer". Hmmm..."Nanncy Drew" would be interesting as well haha...

At night, i went to Sim's drive to meet Guo Xin for dinner. After that we decided to go for some durians at Geylang. Yummy!!! Treated him 3 durians, and in total we ate 6 durians lolx...cannot eat too much sia, too heaty. Later i fever again like last time. That was hardcore sia, we ate like 12-15 durians. Anyway, both of us had quite a good chat about lots of things though, including Jamie and him as well lolx...Wish him good luck ba. His birthday also coming soon le, hope this time he can BINGO! Win Jamie's heart as his present for his 19th birthday lolx.

Feel so tired now, 2.16am le omg...=.= better sleep soon. Thinking of changing my blogskin tomorrow. Getting sick of the tomatoes already =.=

May the day shine...
in the darkness...

Friday night was my first time doing guard duty. We were divided into 3 groups, 4 will be going to the Singapore Ferry Terminal, 12 to Tekong Ferry Terminal while the rest will go to the ammo dump. I was taken with Corporal Leong to the TFT. Me and Akhesh were paired up to do prowling around Tekong. We were issued the ratten shield and baton to protect ourselves. Our shifts started from 10 to 12 and from 4 to 6. I would say it was an adventurous and exciting night for both of us.

Both of us were prowling towards the second check point when the bush on our left began shaking very violently. All of a sudden a huge wild boar dashed out of the bush and across the road infront of us. We panicked sia! Not sure if the boar would suddenly charge towards us or not! We faster hold up our batons and shields and we yelled at it. lolx...Lucky the wild boar ran into the woods and not to us. =.=". At SOC that side, we saw a few toads hopping around, so we went to chase the toads around with the baton haha. We were scared by the dogs also, when they appeared out of nowhere and starting barking. We so buay song and went to scare them back. We even saw 3 small puppies At the canteen we saw rats so again we chased them around the place also lolx...and lastly a long black coloured snake at the parade square near the guard room. I almost stepped on it if not for my buddy. Oooh!! That night, the sky was concentrated with so many bright stars! I could see Venus! The sky was so gorgeous!! Me and akhesh were taking a short rest on top of the slope at the second SOC corner. We sat there and admired the scenic view of the sky. So i added it to my sms reply to Candy also, to ask her check out the stars lolx...How wish i am watching it with a girl. It would be SOOOOOOO romantic. But too bad i was watching it with my buddy, a GUY!!! =.=".

The guard duty is really costly man. Severely aching shoulders, blisters, sleepless and abrasion at the thigh. Haiz...pain~~

May the day shine...
in the darkness...

I love this song very much!!

May the day shine...
in the darkness...

Basketball at Yishun again this morning with the Vipers! Mak, Vinnie, Chin Wee, Shiu Hei and Yong Yuan were there. Although the weather was threatening, it showed some mercy to us. Started to rain only around 12pm, thus giving us ample time to play. Mak seemed more on form today after last sat's 'de-rusting'. Mak, Yong Yuan and me teamed up for the last few matches and we won all of them with a wide margin lolx...think mainly because Vinnie 'put water' also. After basketball, we went to eat chicken rice at the coffee shop and then to North Point to walk walk and play arcade lolx...We were so obsessed over the photo hunt game. We were so determined to beat the high score! Everyone concentrated so hard throughout the entire game. Eventually we used up 4 tokens to play the game but the highest we could reach was only 370,000+ points. The highest was 550,000+ points. Some of the photos they gave were really so "qian da" one lor...like so nicely blended =.= However, we enjoyed ourselves very much though.

Yesterday i just found out that Hui Min and her boyfriend broke up liao when i went to talk to her in msn. Just when i am trying so hard to forget her, i was stunned upon knowing it. I am feeling so lost. Honestly, i want to get back with her but i don't know if there is a chance or not. Don't know whether she wants to come back to me or not. Now i don't know what the fuck i want, should i go woo her again or not. I am so pessimistic about it. Fuck! i feel terrible now....serious! Everything is so FUCK UP!!!!!

May the day shine...
in the darkness...

We have finally passed out from BMT!! I feel a mixture of feelings, both happy and sad at the same time. Happy because i don't have to do any 'sai kang', area cleanings, clean rifles and 2 weeks of block leave!!! Hurray!! On the other hand, i have so many things to miss in Tekong. Especially, my buddy Joel, Mak, Darrell, Sua, Shiu Hei and SAF?? (Simon, Aurthur, Fadzli) o.O haha. Joel has taught me alot of things throughout the days in Tekong. He has enriched my knowledge in certain areas haha...taught me guitar also. But my fingers are still retard, haha...still needs loads of practise. Although no one cried when we were about to book out, i think many of us were reluctant to leave each other. The bonds that we have built over these past weeks are like ionic bonds. Very strong and hard to be broken, as we have travelled through thicks and thins together.

However, just 1 bastard is enough to make my last day in Tekong an unpleasant one. Everyone in platoon 3 knows who he is. That Sivagarnesh, fuck sia. Don't want do guard duty, ask parents complain to the company office. Eventually, i kena sabo to stand in for that idiot lor. I really have nothing to say man, the way he treats people in return. If thats the way, then everyone can just ask their parents to call in to complain. So in the end who will guard the place?? Hes seriously fuck up, because of him the whole platoon kena tekan, scolded and me tio guard duty. The best thing was that someone (secret! lolx) poured water into his boots and squeezed alot of dettol soap inside. POWER LA!! Took him some time to find out as we were brought to do some set up for the POP tomorrow. The moment he realised it, he hum ji diao and hid all his things outside in his locker lolx...Then when we had to change to smart 4, he sian diao lolx...he had to tear toilet papers to 'absorb' the water as well as to step on it while he was wearing the boots. Serve him right man!! Can't stand him =.=, even till the last day of my BMT, he has to spoil my day...IDIOT!!!

May the day shine...
in the darkness...

Yeah!! Finally we are going to pass out of BMTC liao. It was as though we enlisted on yesterday only!! Time really flies man, i must say, we really had hell lots of good and bad times together. How the whole company knock it down because most of the people were staring and giving unnecessary remarks at girls (poly visitors). How we get to meet all kinds of funny people that we have never seen before. How we came out with all sorts of funny patterns like eating tooth paste to get sick all that. How we, from don't one another, became good and bonded buddies. How good our PC 2LT Zeng Ning treat us. The humorous side of our sergeant major and his vulgarities. How well Sua Ning impersonated 2LT Arthur in the Viper's night. How loud we cheered and chanted Viper! during the Recruit's Night. How we all chiong to the stage to see cheer and see the Scorpion company's female recruits perform. Last but not least, how TOOT we all look like. There are definitely many more things yet to be mentioned here. These are the things that i am sure we can bring out of Tekong even though we not like the Pes A and B people who chionged all the trainings. It is not what we leave behind, its what we gain in the days ahead. I believe i did learn lots and lots of things, especially from Joel (my buddy) as well as the people around me. That night we even emo-ed la. I will definitely miss the fuckings and the days we stayed together. Hope we will keep in contact and meet up regularly for activities haha...

By right i should be in field camp now building bashas, digging trench and putting on camou cream to chiong sua. But i am down with cough+throat infection+blocked nose+fever. Went to see the MO early in the morning when the others are preparing the stuff for the field camp. Today alot of people from Viper reported sick. The reason is very obvious, i don't think i have to state it here haha...I swear i really didn't keng lor. I was really quite sick, if not the MO also won't gif me attend C 3 days to rest at home. Lucky my brother was about to leave Changi to go to another place to take some test. So he came to the ferry terminal to fetch his sick brother home. At night my temperature went up to 38.4 sia! Felt so sick...=.=

8 more days to book out day!!! Argh!! So near yet so far. I miss basketball! All i do here i just eat, shit, sleep and attend trainings. I am too lazy to write diary le lor...Sianz...nothing special to write. I want to go home!!!!!

We went to the live range for lessons today. It was damn noisy at the range, we had to wear ear plugs in order to protect our ears. However, i could still feel the impact of the rifle. Stunned by the power!! I want to be marksman!! Before we left the range, we had to check ourselves to ensure we don't have any bullet shells in possession. If found in possession, will kena charged!! The officers and sergeant also search our bodies to help us double check. Once ready, we went back to our company line by the tunner.

It is Labour Day today and i am still stuck in Tekong!! I miss everything in mainland so much!!! The others who enlisted earlier than us are enjoying their long weekends lor. Sianz....i miss my friends so much, People like Guo Xin, Candy and my sisters. I miss maple also T_T.

We had OO talk again. This time he was telling us about managing relationship as well as dealing with heart broken all that. All of a sudden, i thought of Hui Min again. Perhaps the OO is right, if there is no feelings, it is pointless to hold in to it. For whatsoever reasons for the break up, we must learn to forgive and move on. Seriously, i am no longer angry with her and a couple of times i even wanted to sms her to ask her how is she. For whatever negligence i had for her, i just want to apologise to her. Needless to say, i still love her and it pricks my heart to see her leaving me. I wanted so much to have her being by my side and support me during this period. No doubt, i have my friends and my family to do that, but i still feel so lonely. I dont't even know if we would ever talk again. We were like strangers ever since we broke up. Haiz....i don't know wtf i want =.="

After the talk was the swimming category test. See who fail who pass. Rules are very simple. Swim 50m across the pool, own time own target (OTOT) can lioa. Needless to say la, i passed the test. So next time, there will be no more swimming lessons for me. Can stay in bunk rest or just do area cleaning in bunk.

Once again, I miss her..............

Today we attended lessons on how to handle the weapons conducted by our company platoon commander (PC). For the details, i not going to post anything here. Later i kena charge or what then die lioa.

Life so far is just wait to eat and eat to shit!! Like feeding pigs like that....=.="

This is already the 3rd day in BMTC. As usual, we are still attending talks all that. Especially the one by the orientation officers (OO). They are here to help recruits cope with life in army. For those who have problems managing relationship with their families and girlfriends, the OO provide adequate and useful advises and the channels where we could also get help from.

Today we are also going to have our footdrill session with the sergeant major =.=" We did commands like sedia, senang diri, ka kanan puseng and ka kiri puseng. We were made to do alot of bangings because we didn't execute the commands properly.The whole session we kena 'FISH' by the sergeant major like mad. He so fierce sia =.= people see people scare.

At night, we were given 2 hours of admin time to do our own things!! So happy!! But my mum and brother are still in Hong Kong argh! Every night can see aeroplanes fly past. How i wish i am inside the plane T_T

Last night, i couldn't sleep well because i am not used to new environment, the bed and pillow. There was an heavy downpour in the morning, so we didn't have to march to the cookhouse to have our very first breakfast in Tekong. We had chicken porridge, 'pao' and coffee for our breakfast. For the whole day, we just went for talks and lecture regarding the rules and regualtions of the school. We are required to fall in in platoon level and march to the cookhouse for every meal. Then some of the Ah Bengs, they march with their legs wide open and their hands just swing anyhow like how. It looked so horrible!! So end up, we kena all the "fuck!", "fuck!", "fuck" by the sergeants and the sergeant major =.=" Anyway, that's very common in the army la. Go where also hear vulgarities de. Abit only kena 'FISH' liao =.= I feel so bored here and i am missing mainland now!! My brother and my mum are now enjoying in Hong Kong while i am here....WTF!!!

May the day shine...
in the darkness...