Saturday, June 09, 2007
It is Labour Day today and i am still stuck in Tekong!! I miss everything in mainland so much!!! The others who enlisted earlier than us are enjoying their long weekends lor. Sianz....i miss my friends so much, People like Guo Xin, Candy and my sisters. I miss maple also T_T.
We had OO talk again. This time he was telling us about managing relationship as well as dealing with heart broken all that. All of a sudden, i thought of Hui Min again. Perhaps the OO is right, if there is no feelings, it is pointless to hold in to it. For whatsoever reasons for the break up, we must learn to forgive and move on. Seriously, i am no longer angry with her and a couple of times i even wanted to sms her to ask her how is she. For whatever negligence i had for her, i just want to apologise to her. Needless to say, i still love her and it pricks my heart to see her leaving me. I wanted so much to have her being by my side and support me during this period. No doubt, i have my friends and my family to do that, but i still feel so lonely. I dont't even know if we would ever talk again. We were like strangers ever since we broke up. Haiz....i don't know wtf i want =.="
After the talk was the swimming category test. See who fail who pass. Rules are very simple. Swim 50m across the pool, own time own target (OTOT) can lioa. Needless to say la, i passed the test. So next time, there will be no more swimming lessons for me. Can stay in bunk rest or just do area cleaning in bunk.
Once again, I miss her..............