Wednesday, July 23, 2008
"Tuck Min! Tuck Min!", i am getting so sick and tired of hearing it in the office. This "Tuck Min", that also "Tuck Min", why must it always be me?! Is it because i am too helpful or what?! Even when i'm already occupied with loads of work while others were idling around, reading newspaper and dozing off, they keep coming to me and not others! Why must it always be me?! Why can't they just leave me alone?! I've tried pushing it away, but the moment the arrow was diverted to whoever, he can just happily report sick and get MC the next day just to avoid the job. Eventually, the arrow came back to me!! What the hell!! Besides my own work, i still have loads of ad hoc things to do plus doing what they were told to do! They just happily wash their hands off and expect others to clean the shit off their ass. I've had enough of these selfish acts!! So so tired le....
Sometimes, i just feel that i'm taken for granted for being nice. Superiors like that and sometimes friends also like that which is really sad case. I am not the type that will turn away from people when they need my help. I will feel bad when i reject someone's request for help. So most of the time i'll try to help as much as i can. As a result, i often ended up "taking up" alot of things or in another words "sai gang". Maybe that's one of the reasons why things are turning out this way. But that doesn't mean i can be exploited or what lor! Its not that i don't wish to help.But based on past experiences, there will always be a second, third and fourth subsequently whenever there is a first time. Sooner or later, it becomes an obligation naturally. Yes i can swear and guarantee 100% plus chop that this will happen most of the time!!!
Now, even blogger is playing tricks on me for not saving my draft! I am actually re-writing this entry! I don't feel good at all about the things that are going on right now. =.="