Wednesday, September 24, 2008
My 3 weeks overseas trip in October was already gone case from the moment i stepped into the MO office. After assessing my medical history, he declared that i'm not fit to go for the overseas trip. Even after several attempts to psycho him to change his mind, it was futile. He refused to clear medical review unless i get my specialist's letter from SGH to prove that it is safe for me to go for the trip. Haiz...Furthermore, i'm left with such a short time to book an appointment to get myself assessed by my doctor. Although the staff told me that she'll get back to me once she had consulted the doctor, i am pessimistic about obtaining an appointment with the dotor at such a short notice.
Argh!! Damn it la stupid high blood pressure! It keeps coming back to haunt me!! I've already been exercising regularly and eating a healthier diet liao! Why still like that...=.=|| Just when i thought i could lead back a normal healthy life, i had to make myself realised that i am no longer the one i used to be! I seriously hate myself!! Come to think of it, i realised that i'm more frustrated with myself because of my sucky health rather than the MO's decision of not clearing me to go for the trip! WHY LIKE THAT?!! WHY!! WHY!! I HATE MYSELF!!!!! :(